I grew up in a very normal environment - at least that's what i thought. I actually never had contact with any spirituality or hippie-ish stuff. My parents never travelled to Goa with a camper van even though they were teenager in the 60s. For me, yoga was as far as another planet. I didn't even know that it exists until I was a teenager or so. My years as a twen were really destructive. Lots of parties, drugs, alcohol and random sex mixed up with depressive episodes, social isolation, hypersomnia and other symptons. Followed by even more excesses.